wait..is that....?

...YIKES

Somebody Get Their Grandfather

Ok..so it is understood that once you get older you become less concerned with what people have to say about your attire. You just wear what fits you. I'll take that theory.
But only the Good Lord Up Above knows why Bill Cosby thought it was appropriate to come out like this..
If he sincerely thought this was a plausible outfit, with a sober mind, then maybe this man should cease trying to point the finger at whats going on with other black people and find out what's wrong with him..
smh..
and where was Camille when he walked out with this on??
shame on her too..
whether we want to agree with it or not, significant others are a representation of the other..

God has favor on my life?

..as a person who grew up going to church i have heard about every possible phrase that "christians" and i use that term loosely...have to say...
one of my favorites would be:"he will never put more on you than you can bear"
you know what i have to say to that..
if it doesnt kill you it will make you stronger... well in this case the more he put on me..is the more i want to kill myself..
and thats a strong feeling...

.they dont get it.so they not with it.

they said stop complaining you have so much going for you.
people are so willing to tell you that but wont bear the cross with you.
i never asked to be born. didnt beg for my life.
yet i endure so much strife..sleepless nights..like i asked for this.
i pray to be something great.to change the pace on this life that God has graced.
but my efforts are never enough..always in vain, followed by pain..
yet in this life i remain..still in this one lane...alone
some have pacified me with companionship along the road..
i look to all four directions at this point and just see me.
come take a walk in my vans and see the complaints extend beyond the surface.
walking around with a broken heart.
an apprehensive spirit
and a bitter soul
are not things i asked for
but they are what i was cursed with.
or shall i say blessed with.
"stop complaining and be thankful for what you have"
i often ask myself how do they see the potential oozing from my aura
when i cant even fathom the sunlight of the next day.
you telling me you know i can
when my body is telling me dont even try.
how can i have so many behind me
but none with me.
i cry so much now
its not even because im sad
its because i pity myself
i wish i had the balls to find a way to end my life.
maybe one day i can find a way.

this is probably the realest shit I NEVER wrote....
ever feel like the people who say trust me, i got you, and promise you forever are the very ones who find the most disturbing and unexpected way to fuck you over..
well an easy solution to that problem is to stop trusting people all together..
any and everybody who ever told me to trust them and expected me to hold them at a higher position than anyone else....
YOU ARE DEAD TO ME LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD..